i dont know how to describe this day.

i felt tired and sick and sleepy and lazy and all that which defines an unprepared student.

it's one of those days when you feel like you're standing at the edge of a cliff, half expecting something to knock you over already.

i was waiting to see if i missed doing any homework, but i only left my macbeth book at home. i was also waiting for a person to tell me if i wore my shirt backwards or if my shoes were mismatched, because i was pretty sure i was only in a semi-conscious state while dressing up this morning. no one did.

guess i got lucky.

i have to admit though, the past five days have been crazy.

my brother and i stayed at my uncle's house the past five days, and had thanksgiving dinner at my aunt's mom's house in the bronx. the food was hella good, as always. too bad mom and dad had to be away in vegas. they had thanksgiving on the road. =T i could really sense the excitement in my mom's voice, though, as she talked to me about seeing snow for the first time in colorado (i SO wanna go to aspen), and about how our house looks like now. i later found out that i have a bed already (thanks to ate ria), and that she has already started shopping for shtuff!

i just know she'll be as obsessed with cleaning the house eventually as she is excited about it right now. lol. oh nooo.

so yea. back to my five-day vacation at my uncle's, i had a lot of fun with cousins, and the house had a hyper/silly atmosphere the whole time. i got carried away through and through, as i hit the sack at about 6AM already, every single day. i dont recall being that glued to the tv, ever. lol. gawrsh.

figures why i'm feeling excessively ill right now. =T

it'll hopefully get better once i take a nap after publishing this post.

so yea..hmm what else happened?

oh..i missed rj's party!!!

!@#$%^&*

i guess it was partly my fault, for not securing (or at least trying to secure) a ride at a much earlier date, but i just cant help but feel so bad right now.. i sent the rsvp a month ago, dammit. i said i would go and all that.

it sucks that mom or dad weren't here to take me. but then again, it also sucks that jasmine didnt respond to my attempts to reach her, either. hence, i had no means to go to that freakin party.

sigh.

i guess i'll just give my gift to rj in school tomorrow, together with my sincerest apology. =T

come to think of it, maybe it was a good thing that i didnt go, because what if *he* was invited? oh well. it's done.

and i mean done. all of it.

mmkay...moving oooon..

just found out i'll be entering my new school in vegas as a junior! yay. i wanted to post the link of the school's website here but i guess something's wrong wit their site at the moment. oh well. the name's sierra vista high.

should do, should do.. lol. =)

so..to cap this post..

my things to do:

write summary/article for journalism
work on feature story
work on health newsletter
study more about proofs
find macbeth book
give rj's gift
reply to sarah's email(s)
buy phone card to call chris
fix closet
take a nap
buy tickets for winter formal
save money
take cepacol
watch happy feet =)

there. whee.