i find it quite interesting how she always dodges my "how's your lovelife" question. to think she's the one who's always asking first about how mine is.

then again, i guess i only asked her that question too just because i thought that's how a conventional conversation/letter/email would flow ("i'm fine, and you?"). and she might actually want to tell me something by asking me that question first, i dont know.

i'm not saying that i want to know how she's doing with him, whether they're doing really great or not. i dont really care about that. all i'm saying is that i dont think she should ask me a question that she doesn't feel comfortable answering herself.

there's always been that underlying tension/discomfort in her emails, which makes me wonder why she has started emailing me in the first place. i mean, i felt the need to make sure that i didnt really have anything against her anymore before responding to her. i would be unfair to myself and to her if i still had issues with her and wrote back anyway. that'd make me what, plastic? =T

it makes me feel kinda weird now, though, after realizing that i'm keeping in touch with her, of all people, when i haven't had the chance to catch up with my best friends in ages.

i dont know what to say now..oh well..mm bye?




*i have my charger back. yayy.

thanks to tyip =D






=]

good day, good day.





i got 3 immunization shots today! >_<

i have to keep "flapping" my arm so it won't get all numb and painful.

i expect to feel sick for the next couple days. =/

i've been meaning to change my blogskin since last month, but i keep putting it off. i don't feel like editing my template again and doing all that html work. at least not yet. so i stick with this skin in the meantime.
my head hurts. but it's friday. goody.

*

what am i saving for the rainy day?
i cling to a staticky wall.
and break my neck.
trying to catch a happy tear.





again, its been a while since i posted here.

but believe me when i say that i actually have time to blog now! =)

my new, loose schedule allows me to do so much things these days: i get home at 1:3opm, there's homework for one or two subjects, and it's not due until the next two days. if the weekend's coming up, then it's not due until the next four days.

can you see why i can afford to take 3-hour naps daily?

well, though i can afford to, that doesn't mean i'll settle for that kind of schedule already. i'm not that lazy. i'll get into extracurricular activities as soon as i figure out how i'm going to get a ride home. the bus only has one drop-off time. =(

i would probably go for journalism(?), badminton (if they have it), or track and field..well, that is, if i havent slowed down a whole lot yet. i hope i haven't. it's really been a while though since i ran, as in ran, due to the frigid weather in jersey. i was waiting for spring in bhs so i can try out, but i moved here in vegas already. spring here=scorching sun.

speaking of jersey, snow fell down there the day after i left. i felt cheated when i found about that. lol seriously. it's like there was a conspiracy or something. to think i only wanted one day of snow. i get dumbfounded all over again whenever i think of it. lol.

oh well...the things you can't control..=/

so there..it's almost 9pm, and i'm going to take a shower in a few minutes. i've done my chores, and i'm proud to say that i'm done with homework. =D you'd be done in a jiffy, too, if your homework was about ratio and proportion. hehe.

i think it's not right to say that i like my new school because it's so darn easy. i dont know.. of course i'm not letting myself get all lax. i'm still looking for an indication that my classes are going to be tougher, more challenging, and less dependent on every word in the textbook. i dont want to be caught off-guard when the time comes. i'm hoping (expecting) it does come. because in the long run, it's going to be good for me (proficiency exams, SAT's, etc.). >_<

i have to say that my classes are behind compared to the ones i had in bhs. as i said earlier, we're still in ratio and proportion in geometry, and as for algebra2, we've only begun basic factoring. we're reading catcher in the rye for english, which i read for sophomore year in bhs. my (crazy) teacher gave us a nice, nice project, though..we have to psychoanalyze the main character after we finish reading the book. =D he's giving more details about that project tomorrow, i think. yayy. well as for chemistry, i really do not know yet, since my teacher was absent last tuesday (oh noooo). will i ever, ever get to learn more about the quantum theory??

-_-

so yea..that's my school for you.

the highlight of my day? playing "sipa" with a kooshball together with 5 other people during lunchtime. =)

oh, and my 3-hour nap too. heehee.

bounce off!

zoeballs
We can work things out.

9:25 PM
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it's not snowing yet. *sob*
i wanted to look out the window one morning and witness the wonderful whiteness fall down from the sky..

zoeballs
We can work things out.

9:18 PM
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OMG i cant believe how long it's been since i posted here!!

well i dont think anyone really cares..but yea, it just feels weird. i mean, i always had time to blog. but during the period between december 11 and january 12, so many things just happened and i was just so busy, that blogging was moved effortlessly to the bottom of my to-do list.

yes, i was that busy.

i skimmed through my previous post, and i said there that i would post pictures and details from my winter formal.

mm. i'm actually thinking twice about doing that now. i mean, it was just pretty much nonstop dancing from 7 to midnight, i did not know i had a date, and it got to a point where my friend had to hide me from him. what else is there to know? oh, and the pictures are in my friendster. =]

well, of course there's the whole post-winter formal story, but that one i really dont feel like writing at all.

so moving on..

i had a fun christmas--i have never seen that much people from our family all gathered in one house. my dad was home, my cousins from the west side came, and it was just so..nice. i miss it already. maybe i should post that one picture of the magno cousins--we could hardly fit in the camera, and we weren't even complete! =O

my new year was fun too, but i was extremely tired. went to dc with family--9 big people in an 8-seater svu going on a 4-hour trip--you can just imagine. the pictures came out pretty though, i should post them here soon too. it was kinda weird not having fireworks in the backyard as midnight struck, but i seriously got emotional when everyone started greeting each other..i was trying to fight it so bad. i guess it was because i knew it was gonna be my first and kind of my last new year's (as a resident) here in new jersey. i get a sinking feeling in my stomach whenever i think of how much i'm gonna miss the people over here. =T

yea, as much as i wanna look at 2007 as the beginning of new things to come, i know i'm going to keep glancing at the "rearview mirror" more often than necessary. i just cant help it. i still cant believe vegas is the next permanent thing. it'll probably be a month-long ordeal of waking up every morning in my new bedroom and asking myself "where am i?"

okay, maybe i was exaggerating there, but i still think it's kinda sad that the thing i'm mostly excited about is my new bedroom. i'm not looking forward to going to my new school yet, since i am just so tired from all the work i've just done in bhs the past week. ugh. although it all paid off (100 final average in algebra2!!! whee!), i was so exhausted in the end and risked getting sick all over again.

*sigh* i'm leaving in 3 days..

i originally planned to sleep like a bear for the next five days starting yesterday, but it's either i'm packing stuff, or family and friends are asking me to hang out, so my long sleep hasn't happened yet. i've been eating a lot too, like seriously. i might've gained a couple pounds these past 2 days. i hope i did. my efforts to gain weight have proved to be futile ever since i came to the us. it's so sad.

but i'm still trying!! >_<

i have to end this entry for now.. i know i intended to write so much more, but i have to sleep now because my friends are picking me up early tomorrow to hang out in hackensack. sort of like a goodbye party. should be fun though..i'll try not to be sad, or at least let my sadness show hehe. =(

but yea..the important thing is i finally updated this blog! lol. more to come soon!!

i want my carefree days back`

zoeballs
We can work things out.