so..i met up with my counselor today.

why on earth do they not have a copy of my bergenfield report cards??

i saw the transcript that they had on my file..nothing from bhs! just assumption and pcst. i was trying to insist for a good while that i took up chemistry and journalism during the first half of the year, only to realize that those subjects do not even appear in my transcript. in other words they have no proof that i actually took those subjects, which made me look like a weirdo. and now it made things harder for me, because i have to re-contact bhs to request for the transcripts, and afterwards reset an appointment with my counselor.

setting the appointment's easy--the feat is actually getting to talk with her.

gosh.

maybe i should set an appointment before even contacting bhs. hmm? maybe i should even set appointment once a day. persistence pays. or at least it should.

that's how elusive my counselor seems to me. o_O

dinnertime..!




the flowers are starting to bloom na! =]





my teacher in geometry is so good!

and i actually get chemistry.

yesterday was valentine's day. =]




wednesday night, my family went to MGM to watch cirque du soleil's "KẦ". front row seats..it was so awesome! pyrotechnics, acrobatics, music, costume and make-up, fight scenes, the entire bundle..it all blew me away.

however, my brother, who's always one to bring up pointless disputes (haha), kept saying how impossible it is to do the skills we just witnessed, and dismissed them as fake. lol. fake!

i think you lose your money's worth if you focus on how the show "tricked" you, instead of letting yourself get caught in the illusion. i mean, it was pretty, it really was!

clickie and watch the video tour here! =]





oh that sniffleridge?

sniglet linkie! =]





"today is what you worried about yesterday and all is well."

this morning, i made a visit to one of my older blogs. i go there once in a while to make fun of my overly dramatic posts (lol), and also to remind myself that everything turned out to be okay now, even though i did worry about a lot of things back then.

and now i'm worrying about different things, and i guess i need that reassurance.

it's funny, when i realize how much has changed since last year (i started that blog february1'06). yea, my posts there were mainly about moving here in the states, my anxiety about missing my loved ones, "escape routes", and all my hopes and fears about life here in general.

and then i eventually discontinued that blog and started a new one--this one.

looking back, i guess it would have been good (not nice) if i had continued that old blog, and saw the transition of things. just for reflection purposes..to see how i got myself to where i am now. but yea, i guess i needed this whole starting over thing. i refrained from looking back as much as possible back then, even though i really dont mind looking back now.

yea..that's all. i'm just in this sort of amazed state. i'm amazed at the the fact that things are okay today. i'm amazed after realizing how much of a worrier i am deep inside.

could it really be...that the things i'm worrying about today will actually turn out to be alright tomorrow?

=]




i'm kinda nervous right now.

i suddenly want cheeseburger. sucks that i cant get anywhere here without a car. =/