so today was not that great, i feel like i'm doing a lot of stuff but not really accomplishing anything. i've also been dreaming about the spicegirls a lot. weird.

but i got new flats + halloween costume today! i hope i pull it off.

if there's one thing i look forward to on bluedays, its 7th period government. my teacher's awesome, and he always stimulates friendly debatesh during class. sometimes when im extra fickleminded, i just sit back and watch the 2 sides verbally attack each other, and i still have a lot of fun! hehe. so yea 7th period was the highlight of my day.

i tried applying to cal state today but i got really lazy to input my course credits one by one. they made the process unusually complicated for some reason; too bad they dont use common apps. but yea i dunno. i've been really lax lately. i hope this is just an oh-thank-goodness-first-quarter-just-ended-thing. ackk i gotta start moving.

4 more days til sat's




just realized that this new layout doesnt indicate the dates for my posts *whine*




okayy..so today i had senior photos taken. i had to wake up at least an hour early this morning to iron my hair cause it was really poofyy o_O i hope the pics turn out fine..it was really weird smiling for the camera with like 50 other students watching not too far away. lol. ugh.

oh i had physics too, and yea..i'm still struggling. dun wanna talk about it.

5 more days til sat's..and im bumming around like i've got all the time in the world. it's not funnyy. apparently what i get on that test will be the determinant for a lot of important things. so yea. i have to get my butt of the pc and start working like, now.

i saw a gift card for jack in the box yesterday when i was at vons, and it was titled jackcash. hahaha. great.

laters




6 more days til sat's. -___-




oh my gosh. talk about a post that's long overdue! haay.

so let's see..the school year didn't even start yet when i made my last post. but now, yes, i am a full-fledged senior. not quite ready to graduate, but a senior nonetheless. i've been running around a lot, to and fro places, sometimes doing things that are meaningful yet pointless at the same time. i hope to make this year fun without going overboard, but with my demanding classes, i have a feeling that to hope is the most i can do.

well, not really. i shouldn't say that. i've met some really awesome people this year, and they're plodding with me in this gnarly road of college applications, sat's, physics, and yearbook pictures. volunteering has been great, too, in a tiring-but-fulfilling way. so i've actually had my share of fun these past few months. it's been good, its been good.

but physics is one nightmare of a class, and i have a very strong feeling that it will ultimately be the cause of my not-so-eventful downfall. it's seriously the only class that i do not know anything about. its information literally has to be forced fed to me so i can digest it. i don't know how long i can continue trying to learn in that virtual classroom, considering that the repercussions in switching to a normal ap physics class can be catastrophic. i really need a visible teacher around, but then again, the grass is always greener on the other side.

at least i know that online colleges are not for me.

speaking of colleges, well, i'm not as clueless/scared about planning for it as i was before. being in the company of seniors alike truly helps. i've already got the basics written down in the common apps and the fafsa, and my goal is to submit applications shortly before christmas. i was supposed to go attend unlv's early application day, but i didnt know i had to rsvp until my friend told me, so i missed the rsvp date. i still bravely called their office on the day of the event and asked if i can still rsvp, but they were like, um, no.

oh well. =/ i'll still apply to them soon. hope i get accepted too, like my friend did. lol yayy.

the only thing that is nowhere near finished is my essay. i'm so obsessed with finding the best topic to talk about that i still have nothing on my hands. on top of that, most of my ideas and spur-of-the-moment sentences disappear even before i could make use of them, mainly because i just scrawl them on scrap paper. so from now on, i'll be putting down my ideas, phrases, even drafts here. that way it's easy for me to come back to, and i have an audience to boot! feel free to tell me if it's actually good, or just pure, useless fluff.

i actually have to help make lunch upstairs now, so i have to end this (long) post. i'm making a commitment to post more. they may be shorter, but more frequent. it really helps that i have my laptop now! haha.

til thennn, i gotta run.

oh, oh, i really wanted to go here: vegoose 2007.
turns out rage wasnt really playing, but still. blonde redhead is. =/