the weekend was too fast, but t'was really fun. went bowling with cousins! <3 i still suck but whatever..i'm still dragging my friends there next week. haha. but now, hmm..its monday again..boringboringboring..not much to look forward to, but a lot to remind myself of. for example..

1. pending summary/opinion articles for journalism
2. possibility of PSAT's this wednesday (!@#$!)
3. major geometry quiz
4. chem. lab report
5. urgent cleaning of my pigsty of a room

i swear i really dont have anywhere to put my clothes in anymore. they're piling on my bunk. and now i have to dig out all my bulky winter clothes because it's mad cold already. it really is. grr. especially in the morning. but this girl from my journalism class always insists on opening the window because she's hot. i mean, not hot as in hot, but hot. haha. whatever. so i look always look lurid in that class, and even more lurid when i know that i havent turned in my summary/opinion articles yet. the guilt's eating me up and i can't even look at mr. tag these days. i dont know if my brain's having an automatic shut-off from writing tons of essays last week. i just cant bring myself to finally write the darn articles yet. i really feel so guilty, what with all of my guidance counselor's recommendation and assurance to my teacher that i'm good and so on. ugh. but now that it's days late, what face am i going to show to him? if i submit it, and it's days late anyway, its like telling him that i took my sweet time, and never even made an effort to catch up. arrghhhh. its just that i cant squeeze any more opinions out of my system. my history, my english, my SRA classes.. and they're all on the same topics! repetitive much?

dammit. this is really a great way to get an F in journalsim, karla. then you can forget about bear facts above everything else. !@#$%

i know im not in a position to complain, or make excuses, or submit late stuff. i have to regain focus (i know, lame hackneyed phrase)!!. whine. i'm almost as disorganized as ms. kelly right now (that is so not a good thing).

these are the times when i expect my yoga class to be helpful, but it isnt.

i just KNOW this is gunna be a long week.