thank goodness i had a chance to talk to rj today. i finally had a chance to let out what was inside of me. well, my problem isn't solved yet, but hey, at least someone listened to me and actually didnt judge me.

we pinkyswore. so i don't have to worry about the whole school knowing about my secret the next day. i hope.

*sigh* anywaaay. i was in a daze the whole day. i still can't swallow, and i had a cup of pudding for lunch. that even hurt, too. what the hell is wrong with me?

my algebra2 teacher gave out a quiz today, and i could've sworn he got the anwers in the multiple choice wrong.. because i couldn't find the right answer there. he kept insisting and insisting that "the answer's there", but i could only say so much because i didnt want to cause a commotion in the classroom. chances are i really was just in a daze, but we'll find out soon. =T

it was picture day today..and i can't remember if i smiled or scowled at the camera, because as soon as i sat down, the flash went off immediately. too bad.

argh..it's only tuesday. the week's sure going slow this time. maybe it's because i can't swallow. or because there's something about the atmosphere of the school that depresses me. hmm.

i have to go to the doctor now. :(