oh my gosh. talk about a post that's long overdue! haay.

so let's see..the school year didn't even start yet when i made my last post. but now, yes, i am a full-fledged senior. not quite ready to graduate, but a senior nonetheless. i've been running around a lot, to and fro places, sometimes doing things that are meaningful yet pointless at the same time. i hope to make this year fun without going overboard, but with my demanding classes, i have a feeling that to hope is the most i can do.

well, not really. i shouldn't say that. i've met some really awesome people this year, and they're plodding with me in this gnarly road of college applications, sat's, physics, and yearbook pictures. volunteering has been great, too, in a tiring-but-fulfilling way. so i've actually had my share of fun these past few months. it's been good, its been good.

but physics is one nightmare of a class, and i have a very strong feeling that it will ultimately be the cause of my not-so-eventful downfall. it's seriously the only class that i do not know anything about. its information literally has to be forced fed to me so i can digest it. i don't know how long i can continue trying to learn in that virtual classroom, considering that the repercussions in switching to a normal ap physics class can be catastrophic. i really need a visible teacher around, but then again, the grass is always greener on the other side.

at least i know that online colleges are not for me.

speaking of colleges, well, i'm not as clueless/scared about planning for it as i was before. being in the company of seniors alike truly helps. i've already got the basics written down in the common apps and the fafsa, and my goal is to submit applications shortly before christmas. i was supposed to go attend unlv's early application day, but i didnt know i had to rsvp until my friend told me, so i missed the rsvp date. i still bravely called their office on the day of the event and asked if i can still rsvp, but they were like, um, no.

oh well. =/ i'll still apply to them soon. hope i get accepted too, like my friend did. lol yayy.

the only thing that is nowhere near finished is my essay. i'm so obsessed with finding the best topic to talk about that i still have nothing on my hands. on top of that, most of my ideas and spur-of-the-moment sentences disappear even before i could make use of them, mainly because i just scrawl them on scrap paper. so from now on, i'll be putting down my ideas, phrases, even drafts here. that way it's easy for me to come back to, and i have an audience to boot! feel free to tell me if it's actually good, or just pure, useless fluff.

i actually have to help make lunch upstairs now, so i have to end this (long) post. i'm making a commitment to post more. they may be shorter, but more frequent. it really helps that i have my laptop now! haha.

til thennn, i gotta run.

oh, oh, i really wanted to go here: vegoose 2007.
turns out rage wasnt really playing, but still. blonde redhead is. =/